this morning

note to self: when morning is accompanied by explosions in the sky with a calming cup of coffee and followed by the excitement of a promising day, it makes the rest of the day seem do-able. 

fuck you wifi

quit one job?

quit both jobs ?

run away?

run towards?

go to school?

go to war?

find god?

find love?

find myself……

i know i havent been on here in a while, this is because im going through a wierd time right now. ive lost my love. and i dont know if ill ever get her back.

i used to say ive only been this old once so what do you want from me

but ive realised that they want blood, and they want it their way.

so thank you tumblr. for all the good times. but i cant deal with this crap.

im going into hiding, and i dont know when ill be back. 

III by trans the radioactive

empty vacant ill weather like a stone